Name: 華胥咎紗(2021 Ver.) / 華胥の夢
Duration: P00H00M54S
Description: Original:ideal dream of perfect health

華胥咎紗(2021 Ver.) / 華胥の夢

from 堕武者20周年記念作品東方アレンジアルバムデモ盤 Vol.2 by Ochimusya+ultraviolence+

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Original:ideal dream of perfect health

lyrics

Night after night, I have dreams I can't tell anyone about.
My hands are slippery from night sweats, my throat doesn't work well for spitting.
I'm awake in the middle of the night and there's nowhere to rest
My eyes are dazed from the liquor and the pills, yet my heart is growing cold

I'm being chased, I'm being stabbed, I'm being pushed down
My nightmares are becoming more and more of a variation
Regrets that keep coming back, trauma that keeps digging up
The worst bartender in the world is waving his arms
I'm trembling on the edge of the bed
I hate the second hand that ticks by
The sunrise is a confirmation of my despair

Until I'm stuck in a prison in perfect circumstances
I'll know that my atonement for you is not yet complete

俺は　毎夜毎晩　人には言えない夢を見る
寝汗で　手は滑り　唾を飲む喉はうまく動かない
連鎖する　中途覚醒　安息の場所は何処にもなくて
酒と薬で酔眼朦朧　なのに心は冷えゆくばかりだ

追われ刺されて突き落とされて
変奏ばかり増えていく俺の悪夢
蒸し返す後悔、掘り起こされるトラウマ
最悪のバーテンダーが腕を振るう
ベッドの端で震えてる
淡々と進む秒針が憎い
差し込む朝日は絶望の確認だ　それでも

華胥の　牢獄から　出られなく　なるまでは
お前への　贖罪は　まだ十分で　ないのだと　思う